Mommy-yeoh

I noticed that I have more white hair growing on my head. I had that when I was pregnant with the Little Princess and it never did went away. Now with the second pregnancy, it added to the existing ones and this time more obvious than before. I was checking out the whites on my black hair in the bathroom mirror one day when I noticed how the white hair reflected in the sunlight from the window. It may sound strange, but they looked like shiny silver strings glittering away on my head. Now I understood the meaning of silver lining in every dark cloud :)

Do mothers out there feel the same? I feel bad … When I am tired and go to bed earlier than her When I have to spank her When I can’t afford to buy her everything she wants When she wants me to play with her but I rather do something else When I could take her out for walks but I rather park my butt on the couch in front of the TV When I feel like I am not taking good care of her When I cannot afford to send her for playgroups When I opt for TV as babysitter When I am not teaching her about God more often than I should When I did not even do anything educational or interesting with her I feel guilty … When I scolded her for making me angry When I am too lazy to cook for her and gave her plain oats with marmite for lunch When I switch on the TV just to keep her occupied so that I can do what I needed to do When I should be reading to her more often When I lose my temper because she couldn’t tell me what she wants except for crying When I leave her with some else’s care just so that I co...