Mommy-yeoh

Little Princess and I were watching Tarzan II on Disney Channel last night… Little Princess : Why is Tarzan so sad? Mummy : Because no one wanted him Little Princess : Why no one wanted him? Mummy : Because he is different from the rest (apes) Little Princess : But we must love all our friends and make them happy. We must smile like this (used her index fingers and pushed the sides of lips upwards) at them and it will make them (friends) happy. That made Mummy smiled today...

Our Little Miracle did not feel like a miracle to me for the past 2 months. I experienced nothing but ( and still is !) morning sickness from the time I woke up to the time I lay my head to rest… I am constantly tired, fatigue and brain-dead! And I am depress every day. I get annoyed easily and will snap at almost everyone at home. Poor Little Princess has to endure Mummy’s madness and I think ( believed so ) that she is a little afraid of me. But I know she tried her best to make me smile… She will make funny faces at me and asked me if it is funny. She will stand outside the bathroom door whenever I was throwing my guts out and will wait till I finished and extend a tissue to me. She will ask if I am OK whenever I my face turn green before throwing up. We had a little chat the night before…telling her how sorry I was to have yelled and screamed at her because I was not well. She said I must promise not to yell and not sream and not to scold. I said I agree to all but I am still allow